Disobedient & Reversed Airsoft
The layer of dust, is telling the story.
Together with pride, lying on the cold ground.
Remembered the day you sighed when the last leaf.
Of the dying tree, falling on the new green.
If I divine your meaning, would you stay here？
Instead of leaving and breaking this connection.
Do you see, how things change, you used to be my flame.
Just too faint to stay, in the darkness and rain.
You flee from me, to somewhere I cannot reach.
And made a wall, a hedge between.
I pray every night for that tree to blossom.
And day after day, keep breathing the silence,
You know loneliness, has almost devoured me.
I’m longing for a thud, wake me up in a sudden.
If I can make it happen, would you come back？
And give me the chance to fix this connection?
Do you see how we change.
There is no need to blame.
Who can set my heart free?
Everything has it’s trail.
But deep inside, I’m still waiting for you.
To be the light, lead me to realize……
I tell myself a lie, no way to win the fight.
I even never try, just set the fear high.
Holding my pride tide, until your tears dry.
Without you in my life, my sky is never bright.
Do you see how things changed, you used to be my flame?
Just too faint to stay, in the darkness and rain.
You flee from me to somewhere I can not reach.
And made a wall, a hedge between.
Do you see…
To be my flame…
Darkness and rain…
I cannot reach……
——《Connexion》
Disobedient 